I don’t want things to change with him, and I’m afraid that that’s where things may be leading. I hope it doesn’t. But I need to not be so… oversensitive, I guess. I don’t know what the word is.
Today was a hard day, even though I was hanging out with people I love. I don’t know what to feel, but I feel scared and worried. I need to stop pushing him away, I don’t want him to go. I want to cry :’(